ARGHHHHH!!!!!!

F*** it!!!!!
i am just SO GAY!!!!
argh!!!!!
for the past weeks i have been watching QAF
and i admired, appreciated and got honestly turned on by their love scenes
so i presented the same topic to myself again,
am i really gay?

i got my answer AGAIN today, actually tonight.
i was looking through friends' accounts in friendster
saw old femmes turned butch
saw icky looking butches (evil hehehe)
but most of all, i saw yummy butches...
then i realized,
no straight woman
would describe other women with the word yummy
the word was dangling in my head
and without scenes, pictures nor imaginations
i just suddenly got psyched by the mere thought of guy-looking chicks...

Y U M M Y .

i must be gay.
i AM gay.
ARGHHHHH!!!!
GAAAAAYYY