anything but sorry

i can't believe that i am here
in this moment in this time
the undeniable fact
there was a flaw
what could it have been
that i don't know
avoid being naive
it will get me nowhere
avoid a battle
it will get me scars
words won't break me
i'm much more than that
so please pardon me
pardon me for not saying sorry
because truce might be it
peace might be it
but sorry is hwne you do
something utterly wrong
and i conciously haven't
i've always placed it in light
closing your eyes
it's not my fault
the blame is yours
so get lost
although i am thankful undoubtably
for the time on me
but i wonder why?
but then again i don't want to know
i really just don't want to know.
i hope now you regret
all the things you said.
all the things that transpired.
all the times when you thought
you were in my mind.
you never asked
you can't blame me.
so now...
it's anything but sorry