major shift

its amazing that you didn't sabotage this blog.
it's all the same and i don't mind
the days are longer
my patience back shorter
wonder why?
ask the new guy.
whatever influence he made on me
has affected many things severely
trust isn't something i gave away
but time spent is time lost my shame
the principles i held on
is but a distant memory
maybe i'm new
maybe it's just a phase
it's possibly a major shift
that everyone but i
will be happily die