Where to now?

You said...
So Much To Say...

i'll be blunt and say...
i honestly do not know where to reach you!
I believe you don't keep the same work email... ryt?Ü
i don't know if you've kept all the other emails
i don't know if you still use your pinas number
i don't know if you still use your international number
help me out here...

i don't have a plan...
you say
so do i...
i was waiting...
i am waiting...
and still waiting...
i was wondering...
so many things...
maybe too much time has passed
that i feel they might be irrelevant to mention...
it was not intentional that i hurt you
i would understand if you despised me
what i never knew was that
why we couldn't talk like adults that we are...
and i still don't know why...
and so now, i'd love for that query to be resolved.

i am happy that i've touched you on that aspect.
on songs.
but that wasn't my mission.
i wasn't successful.
i was too weak, and now i realize
i was wrong to make that decision.
my mom loves the cd that you compiled...
especially track 4 on dreamyfrills...
i play it for her EVERYDAY to create a good mood...
doesn't work all the time...
but it sure reminds me everytime,
of the times.
i wonder what thoughts revisited when you froze?
good or bad?
happy or sad?
prithé, please hit on send
i'd love to hear anything from you
whatever it is.
i'd love to tell you some things too
i know i lost your trust
but how can that be
when i never lied to you
and i never will
why should i hols back anything?
if i did, i wouldn't be living my life
i'd be living someone else's
and that's one thing i loathe much

why didn't you make that great leap here?

you scribbled:
...i know i have so much to say but, sometimes words often leads us to corners of life that is tricky yet fulfilling to impart...

i reply:
not only to impart, but also to take part of.
not only to impart, but also for me to part take of.