c u t & d i c e m e

i dare myself to speak
and harm myself on the way
i dare myself to stay still
and ruin my own day

should i even try for you
and move my lips to break a smile for you

shoot a dart right through my skin
shot a bullet against my vein
i am what it means to be a sin
i am from the fanged snake's bane

should i even cry for you
and think i am worth any thought from you

pull out my nails off me
kiss me with poison on your lips
fill atop my bed with flea
as they bite me just like ticks

should i even die for you
for just a day or merely think anything of you

i'm still just a rat in a cage

The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get for my pain?
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
Even though I know - I suppose Ill show
All my cool and cold-like old job
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
Now Im naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show?
And what do you want, I want to change
And what have you got when you feel the same
Tell me Im the only one
Tell me theres no other one
Jesus was an only son
Tell me Im the chosen one
Jesus was an only son for you
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
And I still believe that I cannot be saved
>Bullet with Butterfly Wings<
>Smashing Pumpkins<

LoVe YoU bEtTeR - gOd-dEs & sHe

Better better I can love you better better
I can love you better
Something’s going on
I keep thinking about us when I hear a love song
You are on my mind all the time
But I can’t express to you
Cuz you’re already taken but your girl’s a fool
I wish we would’ve met when you were single
I would’ve swept you right off your feet and made your body tingle
Correct me if I’m wrong but I feel your energy
There’s something in the air
We got a sexual chemistry
That is so deep, we can’t deny it
But when I start to feel that I can’t do nothin’ about it
So I wait, lean back, chillin’ in the cut
Hopin’ somebody it’ll just be us
‘til then I could just live through my daydreams
you’re kinda like a drug cuz I’m feeling like a fiend
I’m like a teen having fantasies, it’s distracting me
Sexual by nature, making it hard to breath

Someday you will be mine
Hope I’m not out of line
I want you to be mine
I want to love you better
And when it’s you and me
Oh baby, wait and see
I’ll give you everything
Oh I can love you better

It’s just the way that you walk and the way that you talk
and the way that you move is so graceful and smooth
every time you’re in my presence I have to slap myself
cuz if I didn’t you make me want to melt
I even get nervous and I’m not the nervous type
But it’s really rare that I find someone I like
I get a funny feeling down below
I hope you don’t notice, I hope it doesn’t show
I picture you in a dress and it turns me on
I keep on goin’ strong I promise all night long
However you want it I’ll try anything
I’ll whisper in your ear and I’ll even try to sing
Haha how would you want me to do that
I’ll kiss you on your feet with my way up your back
Have a little sade playing in the background
Start on the bed working way down the ground
Someday you will be mine
Hope I’m not out of line
I want you to be mine
I want to love you better
And when it’s you and me
Oh baby, wait and see
I’ll give you everything
Oh I can love you better

Baby I can love you better
Leave your girl at home and come out with me
It’s hard for me to fathom that you don’t see me and you together
We got that vibe plus I’m a ten and your girl is a five
She don’t treat you like the way you want to be treated
Now I wouldn’t be surprised if she crept and cheated
I don’t need to be conceited but I know I treat you better
All those times she threatens to leave, I wish you’d let her
We’d make a cute couple, I’ll take you ‘round the world
Honest and faithful stay true as your girl
Whatever you want, I’ll try to make it happen
I’ll be rich someday from the way that I be rappin’
I can see us in the future, having some kids
We can leave for the summer and go to Madrid
Okay I guess I’m kinda getting’ carried away
Cuz we never even went out on our first date
Oh well

Someday you will be mine
Hope I’m not out of line
I want you to be mine
I want to love you better
And when it’s you and me
Oh baby, wait and see
I’ll give you everything
Oh I can love you better

sEm bReAk!!!

"dear kim kumustang bakasyon mo?
ako etoh pa rin na babato"
this is my line for the moment
(it's from the song sem break by eraserheads)
finally!!!! another long vacation!!!
but will i be wasting this time that i have?
this youthfulness that is by the way fading...
AGAIN? just like what i did this summer
and how i just staying at home most of the time...
urrrrghhhh!!!!!!!

i just finished cleaning my room which means to say
that i have fewer responsibilities aaaaaand
i MIGHT have the chance to fly out somewhere
and finally get another country's kiss mark on my passport
my sister just finished school which means to say
that her 20 year struggle is over
she hated school eversince she was in nursery!!
now she doesn't know what to do everytime she wakes up
after all, IT IS unfair for her and for the new graduates
that the pressure on them just before they graduate is so much
48 hour days, lunch come dinner breakfast come supper
and when their graduation day comes
by the way, that is after going crazy looking for a toga
clearances and all that shtick,
they wonder and their vision wanes
they're like a movie that stopped just during climax
or that could even be during sex
so you see how upsetting their situation is?
but hey, that's for my sister.
as for moi?
i am waiting for an opportunity to try
foie gras, i'm very interested in trying it
but i think i also pity the duck at the same time...
can anyone suggest anything else
sorta exotic?
i'm in the mood for a vacation with an edge...
bring it oooooonnnnnnn!!!!!