i don't want to pick a fight
i just want you to be mine
but if wanting you means to have the you that i knewthrown to die
i would rather fall silent with memories of you, which couldve been lies
i didnt know what i should have done
i didnt know what my options were
one thing was for sure
there was so much i didnt know
i didnt expect you to be happy bout what i said
i didnt expect you to be sad with me as well
but i didnt think you'd brush me off
like dust you had me brushed off
like you as a magician beautiful and buffed
me as a nuisance gone in one *poof*
why mars? couldn't you endure who i am?
or have you lost all reason why you would?
i tried my best to see you to prove everything
to show you everything that i could
i wanted to be there so that you would
give me the trust i once had
give me the look you once gave
give me the heart that was mine
give me the life i have lost
if you don't want me anymore
seeing me breakdown and unplesant
return me to where you found me before
from your shadows i never find shant
tell me please
otherwise tell me leave
dont ask me what i wish
for with you it surely is
but if that last night was the you now and forever i have to deal with
all the long while i have been mistakenly loving someone who never exist
how could you have been so pleasant and so beautiful
so apt, so chivalrous and so kind.
how could you have been so eloquent and so graceful
with your words and your stride
you were a picture perfect painting behind a thick facade
to fool all the crooked, the foolish and fake melange
the compassion that used to radiatefrom within you solid it was formed
the undying flame you shared with me that used to light up every rainstorm
i can only feel the cold
strong winds blow bold
ice cubes make full of my hand
snow in my vision used to be the sand
because if you are what you say you are now
because if you are how you show you are now
i'll take back everything i said
maybe i never knew you at all instead
